Be Thou my vision

Give me a title and I will make a text. No! Give me a thought, and I will write about it. God; let it come from you! Let me work in wanting to perform something for you, by wanting to give back something, somehow, in what it becomes when the ink hits the paper, or when my fingers hit the keyboard… Let my words reflect your thoughts, your heart and your desires!! Your heart is so endless! Allow me to go on a journey of discovery, a treasure hunt in it, and help me to be able in showing it to the world! Not so it´ll be something I´ll take pride in myself, but so it can be an out-lit of your personality. You; “none can fathom.” I will never either, but all I wish is to come closer – get a chance to see and discover and explore more and other parts of you – letting you become real to me beyond words, phrases, or “I know this is true… but.” God I long to SEE you for who you are, know you for who you are, and see me for who you see me as. God, I desire to get personal, but it ´s so often I give up, because I feel it´s hard!! How can I find a way of exploring and getting to know you, which will be real to me, genuine, and at the same time different than my “previous attempts”. I guess it´s a lot of stuff I need to work on, and maybe things I´m saying here is “wrong”… But you see my heart, my feelings, my past, my everything!! But I´m fed up with You not being MY EVERYTHING!! If it starts with the small choices, if the beginning is in the times alone with you – than help me find a way! … God, let nothing stop me from chasing after you! For longing, desiring and craving You!! For constantly wanting more and more and more and more of you!!! Be my inspiration, so that what I´ll write will honor you from a clean heart! But first of all, be my EVERYTHING; my all! “Be Thou my vision!”